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FROM ECHO, ROBIN

Anne Heide
Prologue
Could I in the creek, become a tremble, that unstills the waters. In this rumor of place
could I wade to the others, when boy entangled, wraps me to
the surface.
(Whose is this deliberate body)
Could I in flight, spread across the hooded hills. Moving in no particular motion, but to gather and swarm out the sky, swarm out the grass, so to refuse your sight. Could I ever speak the detail? Write it to you. Say how this story happened. Sift the damp from the ruin and
say.
Prologue
In the long note of span, there is a present that is hollow by necessity,
a hollow creek that wraps the present. A home for creek: I'll be home.
Because this has been unable to escape me, I speak.
I am alone for all my storied selves, for all my wooded fables. By speaking the creek
I am possible. Am
I gentle
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found the others.
Though: I am the hazard of one
person.
A pure river of water clear as crystal, proceeding out of
the Lamb.
A purveyor of water clear as salt leads from my wool.
Hereafter, sheep arrange themselves onto me
like teeth.
Speak
An eavesdrop:
I'd seen the robin
draw out of
the other
boy's arm
and frighten me.
An eavesdrop:
Flight this fact
and
I am surprised.
Wall
I would lean into robin grass, if I stumble a home.
And make of my clean creek, a quiet.
In the chirp is a song long enough to erase.
And I can live deep here by necessity.
Of no clear form.
In the call is a call to melted spring.
Wall
I've taken the slope
and made an uphilled breach:
Where once was Robin Hood
is always mulch, sunk down into
itself like it was always.
Where the mud
is my home
O mine shape.
Long ago, there was a band of men. Now sleep.
The Finding
They did in the water wade shoved brief and three
to find, unhook, and bring to the surface: the ruins of three bodies.
I am no longer a parallel body.
I am instead, third, alone.
[ They walked this particular place
perhaps three times over and
where did they see, but nothing. ]
Say mine is advocate,
boy my bone.
Then I'll be at least
for something
mine and lone.
[ Finding a body is all about exactitude.
One person will only move in circles.
As is known, this is called retracing. ]
And then, they found boy.
And then, one ran into, while wading, a muddy mass. This one uncovered a small body held down with sticks shoved into the side of the creek bed. This was a way to hide the small body.
The Finding
Because of the water lagging at my throat, I'd like to not speak, and now am drowned.
I am a certain place.
But what my capture. What my hand.
If mine say my defender is clean.
To put my leg low, to lean.
To say that boy was
I am evading.
[
Because of the water
what the water had done (called Washer-woman damage)
the three had expanded too pale and it was assumed because of their positions
that they had been abused beyond atrocity of the outside body.
Is it now understood why I lean away from this.
]
Here is arm and trout.
Here is boy in we wade.
And for some difference in my swim, I am altered.
Speak
If I'm not dressed the way I like
it will give me headaches
because I worry about it all
the time. And when I was
dressed in black, I didn't
really have to worry about
it, because I looked the same
everyday.
An etymology:
Originally from to tame. Then, a spot-healer. Before my skin eclipses me.
And men cannot have children. Then I am an artifact
of surprise.
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