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mary home

FROM ECHO, ROBIN
------------------------------
Anne Heide

Prologue

Could I in the creek, become a tremble, that unstills the waters. In this rumor of place
could I wade to the others,whenboyentangled, wraps me to
the surface.

(Whose is this deliberate body)


Could I in flight, spread across the hooded hills. Moving in no particular motion, but to gather and swarm out the sky, swarm out the grass, so to refuse your sight. Could I ever speak the detail? Write it to you. Say how this story happened. Sift the damp from the ruin and

say.







Prologue

In the long note of span, there is a present that is hollowby necessity,

a hollow creek that wraps the present.A home for creek: I'll be home.

Because this has been unable to escape me,I speak.

I am alone for all my storied selves, for all my wooded fables.By speaking the creek

I am possible.Am

I gentle

found the others.

Though:I am the hazard of one
person.

A pure river of waterclear as crystal, proceeding out of
the Lamb.

A purveyor of waterclear as saltleads from my wool.
Hereafter, sheep arrange themselves onto me
like teeth.







Speak

An eavesdrop:

I'd seen the robin
draw out of
the other
boy's arm
and frighten me.

An eavesdrop:

Flight this fact

and

I am surprised.







Wall

I would lean into robin grass,if I stumble a home.
And make of my clean creek, a quiet.

In the chirp is a song long enough to erase.

And I can live deep hereby necessity.

Of no clear form.

In the call is a call to melted spring.







Wall

I've taken the slope

and made an uphilled breach:
Where once was Robin Hood
is always mulch, sunk down into
itself like it was always.

Where the mud

is my home

O mine shape.

Long ago, there was a band of men. Now sleep.







The Finding

They did in the water wadeshoved briefand three

to find, unhook, and bringto the surface: the ruins of three bodies.

I am no longer a parallel body.
I am instead, third, alone.

[They walked this particular place
perhaps three times over and
where did they see, but nothing.]

Say mine is advocate,
boy my bone.
Then I'll be at least

for something
mine and lone.

[Finding a body is all about exactitude.
One person will only move in circles.
As is known, this is called retracing.]

And then, they found boy.

And then, one ran into, while wading, a muddy mass. This one uncovered a small body held down with sticks shoved into the side of the creek bed. This was a way to hide the small body.







The Finding

Because of the water lagging at my throat, I'd like to not speak, and now am drowned.

I am a certain place.
But what my capture. What my hand.

If mine say my defender is clean.
To put my leg low, to lean.

To say that boy was

I am evading.



[
Because of the water
what the water had done (called Washer-woman damage)
the three had expanded too pale and it was assumed because of their positions
that they had been abused beyond atrocity of the outside body.



Is it now understood why I lean away from this.

]





Here is armand trout.
Here is boyin we wade.

And for some differencein my swim,I am altered.







Speak

If I'm not dressed the way I like
it will give me headaches
because I worry about it all
the time. And when I was
dressed in black, I didn't
really have to worry about
it, because I looked the same
everyday.


An etymology:


Originally from to tame. Then, a spot-healer. Before my skin eclipses me.





And men cannot have children.Then I am an artifact
of surprise.